CLOUDROOM HOUSE
released 09.09.2011 • front coverfoldout 123
01 Water Lilies
02 Ghaz
03 Mother My Mother

0X Pfefferkuchenhaus (DarkJedi Remix)
INTRODUCTION
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Welcome to the Cloudroom House - a music experience for everyone to join and share. The Cloudroom House is not just an album - it's a song cycle which aims for wholeness and therefore challenges you to complete it with your attention. By giving it a listen you are also giving it a meaning. I am no one and my music is all in vain until you bring it to life.

The Cloudroom House is a mutual place where we can ally and syndicate. A home for the homeless and the rootless who search for a symbiotic relationship - the symbiosis of performer and recipient. We can foster an honest and pure relationship determined by a steadfast pursuit for unity and community. You see that I'm amorphous and faceless and that's why I would like you to shape me. Only you can shape me. I want to take you on a journey as my constant companion. We could build up something here together. You can call me the house's structual engineer whereas you are its interior decorator. You decide what the Cloudroom House is all about.

Everything is driven by entelechy, an inherint and target-orientated force. The butterfly, for example, is the entelechy of the caterpillar. The song cycle also explores the piano's evolution and therefore features a couple of different keyboard instruments so that the songs do not only focus on the piano - this is what a progressive piano should be able to cope with. We will meet the piano wrapped up, mummified or transformed due to the thought of evolution.

Every song of the cycle will be released individually in regular intervals in order to satisfy an original urge to evolve from one song to the other. Proving the importance and efficiency of social networks every song will be available as a temporarily free download followed by a music video and a blog post.

I also should mention the artists I drew inspiration from - Michel Gondry, the king of minimalistic playfulness and other directors like Andreas Nilsson or Lasse Hoile. The cryptic and magical cinematography by Iamamiwhoami and the Icelandic all-round artist Gabríela Friðriksdóttir had a huge influence on me as well. Musically and conceptually I was inspired by the music of Björk's and her App-album 'Biophilia' as well as Richard Wagner's cycle 'The Ring of the Nibelung'. Wagner was vitally important for the Cloudroom House's overall structure. At last everything was completed by a couple of impressions from the book 'Noah's Ark' by German biologist and author Joachim Illies.

At last I wonder if our binding is abiding or temporary and if there will ever be a completion of the Cloudroom House. Anyway, I'd like to ask you in now. Welcome to the Cloudroom House.
PHOTOGRAPHY
Photography: Marei Buckow, 2010



VIDEOGRAPHY
all shot & edited by Robert van Oz







WATER LILIES
Words & music: Robert van Oz.
Beat programming: Greg DarkJedi

wrought in thy name

in grief and despair
you lave your beautiful hair
by the pale moonlight
I can see your beauty, your grace, your endless pride
spool and loom
a fool your doom
bloom getting gloom too soon
way over yonder they come to devour you
to eat you alive
but you dive, watching the water lilies thrive

and you dive for pearls and mussels
yes, I pushed you but I held you before I hustled
and I sing you some sweet air while you drown
reaching for the frog's tarnished crown
with your nautical fellows
where the water is shallow
and you swim underneath
closed water lilies

you break the calm, you break the light
it's the 9th wave you ride
on the count of 3 I will free thee
1 2 3 free

alas, there you splash in the water
which is troubled, I cannot cross o'er
I know thy doom is nigh
so I wade out, the flood to my thighs
ripples of gold
merciless and cold
made thee go
make me missing thee so

vouchsafe me to cry one single tear for thee
as you sink underneath open water lilies
for that I will sing a myriad of lovesongs
singing lovesongs, a myriad of lovesongs

I am thine sincerely

GHAZ
Words & music: Robert van Oz.
Sound engineering: Greg DarkJedi

I said "I am my father"
you said "always have been my son"
I know you were feeling bothered
says my dictionary with your name still on
so your pretence
is your only defence
you used to make me laugh
when my heart was sick with love
of love
with love

Ghaz, I wronged the right friend

the things you can't remember
are the things you can't forget
afraid that anyone could know you a little better
you just fixed by world that was fried in in fat
in your 8-day week
you never used to speak
disappointment is spelt with douple p -
says my dictionary - disappointment
is what I turned out to be

Ghaz, I wronged the right friend

I quit all that never has been
and treasure what I'm remembering
you still block everyone who comes near you
while I play my p.i.a.n.o.
you used to make me laugh
when my heart was sick with love
of love
with love

look at me one more time before
I can't recognize you anymore
you wore a mask I couldn't look right through
and so I wronged you

Ghaz, so I wronged you

MOTHER MY MOTHER
Words & music: Robert van Oz.
Sound engineering: Greg DarkJedi

give me shelter and religion,
a home and a bit of your tradition
stuff me, frame me, hang me on your wall
you have me forever after all

my woe is my weal
I'm scared of what I think and what I feel
mother, if I only could
I would become good

I leave my crib, I try to take to the firmament
to be smitten, to be smashed on the cobbled pavement
you put me together again with your wizardry,
your voodoo, your tealeaf prophecy

everything that ever wants to hurt me
you come and lacerate it gorily
on Wednesdays you scent my every lie
teach me how to breathe and how to fly

I won't yield, I won't barter
sitting in cold bath water
give me a lobotomy
until your tools are blunt and bloody

lately I flew and got off the wall
I don't have you forever after all
but your love remains here forevermore
my beak wide open, I treasure your lore

PFEFFERKUCHENHAUS
Words & music: Robert van Oz.
'Cloudroom House' remixed by: Greg DarkJedi

built me a cloudroom house
with big windows and a panoramic look-out
nobody knows that I live up here
someday I will just disappear

nobody knows that I lived up there